xXxXxX A Verse For You XxXxXx 16th Apr 2008 kyla from newcastle relation: grand daughter
I close my eye's , I still remember , Many year's ago , At a age so tender , U were alway's there , Ryt by my side
2 help me frew , U were my guide , U tote me rong , U tote me ryt , U tote me way's , 2 live my life , U offerd support , Sum friendly advice , A word ov warnin , Wot eva the price , Az life went on , And i grew older
U were alway's there 2 lend a shoulder ,
Eye 2 eye , wasnt alway's r fing , We'd argue n bicker , but u'd alway's win , I took 4 granted u'd alway's b here
i could'nt imagine u not being so near , But then it came , U were god's chozen 1 , 1 minut your here & the next u r gone , It's not in my head , It hasnt sunk in , No longer al c your face or your grin , I walk in2 nana's , I stare at your chair , It's no longer the same wif out , Having you there , I wonder how , U r doing sumtyme's ,Away wif the angel , Your still on my mind , R u happy , Do u hav Friend's , R u being looked after , R u save , R u well , R u still lookin down , R u guidein me frew , Thiz life iz so diffrent , Wif out having u , I suppose wot i am trying 2 say , Iz that i miss i granda wif each passin day , U'll always'd b loved & kept in r our heart's , Till we meat again , Thiz tym neva 2 part
Love u always & 4 eva
Friday, 29 August 2008
IN LOVIN MEMORY
In Loving Memory Of My GrandFather
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven,
To bring you home again.
xxxxx
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye
You were gone befor i knew it
And only god know's the reason why.
xxxxx
My heart still ache's in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever no
xxxxx
You & the angels around god's happy throne
I would of held you closer if i had known
xxxxx
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
10:24:48 AM
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven,
To bring you home again.
xxxxx
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye
You were gone befor i knew it
And only god know's the reason why.
xxxxx
My heart still ache's in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever no
xxxxx
You & the angels around god's happy throne
I would of held you closer if i had known
xxxxx
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
10:24:48 AM
IZ IT ALL WORTH IT
18/08/08
IZ IT ALL WORTH IT ?
Where do i start ? May be from the beginning eh ! People fck with there life'z they fck with there own mind'z & in sum case'z we fck wif other'z , with there thoughts & feeling'z there live'z ,,,,, EVERYTHING .
We all meet people for diffrent reason'z , sum becum friend'z ova'z enemy'z & the ova'z passer'z bye . Luckly 4 me av met 1 ov the mozt amazing people that i will eva meet in my life at earlier tym in my life , god sent that person 2 me 4 a reason & me 2 thiz person 4 a reason , weather it bein the same reason or another ? ( will we eva no ) . What eva reason , it'z crossed our path'z & bought alot ov love & respect'z wif it , , , , I have god 2 fank 4 thiz & i am 4 eva in your dept ( thank you god ) .
Not so long ago , i woz a big fat selfish gready bastdad & almost lozt my life 4 it be-coz ov it , be-coz ov thiz thiz person who haz become a spiecal friend 2 me walked in 2 my life , help me understand my accident , under stood me & help me frew it , he woz the only 1 ! WHY ? coz he'd been there b4 himself .. we were the only 2 the dynamic duo EH ! ... Since meetin we have had our up'z nd down'z , wot true friendship duznt , i love the very cheek ov him smootherd in sheer innocence . 2 geva we hit our old way'z bigger n better , well haway we knew the score proper drug wize n all that !!! No 1 or nothin cud put uz down ,, Or so we thought . Haway how fckin arrogant iz that . We play wif r life'z almost lozt them , have our loved 1'z suffer & wot 4 all 4 our selfish reason'z . A stinken BUZZ .
Then owt the blue on a normal day , yet again it happens again , in a blink ov a eye , 1 ov uz r at death'z door again , dancin with the devil , both uz knowing it'z gone 2 far & there'z nothing either 1 ov uz can do any fing about it , knowin the ova'z in the company do not understand the full protential ov the situation , praying 4 a miracle , beggin god 4 a 2nd chance , pleadin we've learnt our lesson wonderin why we've dun thiz 2 our self'z & ova'z again , realizing how fcked up & selfish r sad little lives r 4 repeatin our worst nytmare'z . Woz it all really worth it ? ? ?
Luckly my friend bein the person he iz , pulled him self out ov it & literally " KNOCKIN SUM SENSE IN2 HIM SEL " Stupid fing about it i didnt really no how much thiz person ment 2 me untill thiz happened , i love him he'z my friend & i do not eva wanna lose him 2 a BUZZ , , , , Who know'z that 1 key more i could ov been joinin hiz bad trip wot'z 2 say i cud'nt live frew it , my friend bein a lot younger & fitter then my sel , Me bein a old bird ( so 2 speak ) . That could ov been me , i could be puttin my blandy , my friends & family frew that , Wot if i deid who wud love my son ? WOT A FCKIN MORON I AM ...
I could go on 4 eva with my wot if'z , may be'z & all the rezt , Iv had 2 sit & watch my friend , question hiz own mind & fck him self up badly in the head , i had 2 watch him drag hiz sel from death'z door back 2 uz , the 1'z that love him 2 bit'z , iv stood & watched him torchure him self 4 me 2 realise finally once & 4 all that thiz whole BUZZ fing iz not my cup ov tea & mozt IMPORTANT ov all he 2 haz realised it'z not hiz cup eiva ,, THANK THE LORD .
Let thiz b a lesson 2 ya all . Not 1 ov uz iz indistructable , we who contnue 2 fck r self'z ova givin it the big i am , wen infact all we truelly r , r real small minded ppl , full ov selfishness . I love my friends & famiy & i do not eva wanna lose them or put them frew any fing lyk that again , am so sorry word'z can not eva express , my baby had 2 witness my stinken antick'z the 1st tym round . How dare me 2 not even consider him " HOW DARE ME " Thank you friend 4 makin me realise my error'z , thank you 4 bringin yr sel back 2 uz & thank u 4 knowin thiz iz the lazt tym , we can still get fully off we can still have a laff & we will always do it 2 geva OUR WAY , the new way , the better way , God bless you , U r a angel , A blessin , I woz blessed 2 b given a friend lyk you ....
Kyla Pattison
IZ IT ALL WORTH IT ?
Where do i start ? May be from the beginning eh ! People fck with there life'z they fck with there own mind'z & in sum case'z we fck wif other'z , with there thoughts & feeling'z there live'z ,,,,, EVERYTHING .
We all meet people for diffrent reason'z , sum becum friend'z ova'z enemy'z & the ova'z passer'z bye . Luckly 4 me av met 1 ov the mozt amazing people that i will eva meet in my life at earlier tym in my life , god sent that person 2 me 4 a reason & me 2 thiz person 4 a reason , weather it bein the same reason or another ? ( will we eva no ) . What eva reason , it'z crossed our path'z & bought alot ov love & respect'z wif it , , , , I have god 2 fank 4 thiz & i am 4 eva in your dept ( thank you god ) .
Not so long ago , i woz a big fat selfish gready bastdad & almost lozt my life 4 it be-coz ov it , be-coz ov thiz thiz person who haz become a spiecal friend 2 me walked in 2 my life , help me understand my accident , under stood me & help me frew it , he woz the only 1 ! WHY ? coz he'd been there b4 himself .. we were the only 2 the dynamic duo EH ! ... Since meetin we have had our up'z nd down'z , wot true friendship duznt , i love the very cheek ov him smootherd in sheer innocence . 2 geva we hit our old way'z bigger n better , well haway we knew the score proper drug wize n all that !!! No 1 or nothin cud put uz down ,, Or so we thought . Haway how fckin arrogant iz that . We play wif r life'z almost lozt them , have our loved 1'z suffer & wot 4 all 4 our selfish reason'z . A stinken BUZZ .
Then owt the blue on a normal day , yet again it happens again , in a blink ov a eye , 1 ov uz r at death'z door again , dancin with the devil , both uz knowing it'z gone 2 far & there'z nothing either 1 ov uz can do any fing about it , knowin the ova'z in the company do not understand the full protential ov the situation , praying 4 a miracle , beggin god 4 a 2nd chance , pleadin we've learnt our lesson wonderin why we've dun thiz 2 our self'z & ova'z again , realizing how fcked up & selfish r sad little lives r 4 repeatin our worst nytmare'z . Woz it all really worth it ? ? ?
Luckly my friend bein the person he iz , pulled him self out ov it & literally " KNOCKIN SUM SENSE IN2 HIM SEL " Stupid fing about it i didnt really no how much thiz person ment 2 me untill thiz happened , i love him he'z my friend & i do not eva wanna lose him 2 a BUZZ , , , , Who know'z that 1 key more i could ov been joinin hiz bad trip wot'z 2 say i cud'nt live frew it , my friend bein a lot younger & fitter then my sel , Me bein a old bird ( so 2 speak ) . That could ov been me , i could be puttin my blandy , my friends & family frew that , Wot if i deid who wud love my son ? WOT A FCKIN MORON I AM ...
I could go on 4 eva with my wot if'z , may be'z & all the rezt , Iv had 2 sit & watch my friend , question hiz own mind & fck him self up badly in the head , i had 2 watch him drag hiz sel from death'z door back 2 uz , the 1'z that love him 2 bit'z , iv stood & watched him torchure him self 4 me 2 realise finally once & 4 all that thiz whole BUZZ fing iz not my cup ov tea & mozt IMPORTANT ov all he 2 haz realised it'z not hiz cup eiva ,, THANK THE LORD .
Let thiz b a lesson 2 ya all . Not 1 ov uz iz indistructable , we who contnue 2 fck r self'z ova givin it the big i am , wen infact all we truelly r , r real small minded ppl , full ov selfishness . I love my friends & famiy & i do not eva wanna lose them or put them frew any fing lyk that again , am so sorry word'z can not eva express , my baby had 2 witness my stinken antick'z the 1st tym round . How dare me 2 not even consider him " HOW DARE ME " Thank you friend 4 makin me realise my error'z , thank you 4 bringin yr sel back 2 uz & thank u 4 knowin thiz iz the lazt tym , we can still get fully off we can still have a laff & we will always do it 2 geva OUR WAY , the new way , the better way , God bless you , U r a angel , A blessin , I woz blessed 2 b given a friend lyk you ....
Kyla Pattison
MARK & SARA'Z
18.08.08 mark & sara'z verse
4 kyla ...........
oh yes it'z kyla , am on the mic lad'z
How do u feel about me doin the mc ?
well listen ................
Loud nd proud & ful,l ov the bling,am a darlin cahav lass nd i dont want ne ring.
Fck miss dynamite , she not a patch on me ,Ave taxed all her bling & she'z not sed a fing.
she muzt b a ding ?
Now listen 2 me nd get the volume up n get ready n get ready 2 pump n bump , coz am ready n steady 4 uz 2 party .
Let the base line go aka n dance lyk a spaka ,
let ya sel go nd feel the beat , thiz iz no repeat .
Itz the real deal , baby fckin cum on crazy ,
Kick it high nd kick it low let yr body move wif the flow .
Beleive me lads itz my way the day , the kyla way iz here 2 stay ....
4 kyla ...........
oh yes it'z kyla , am on the mic lad'z
How do u feel about me doin the mc ?
well listen ................
Loud nd proud & ful,l ov the bling,am a darlin cahav lass nd i dont want ne ring.
Fck miss dynamite , she not a patch on me ,Ave taxed all her bling & she'z not sed a fing.
she muzt b a ding ?
Now listen 2 me nd get the volume up n get ready n get ready 2 pump n bump , coz am ready n steady 4 uz 2 party .
Let the base line go aka n dance lyk a spaka ,
let ya sel go nd feel the beat , thiz iz no repeat .
Itz the real deal , baby fckin cum on crazy ,
Kick it high nd kick it low let yr body move wif the flow .
Beleive me lads itz my way the day , the kyla way iz here 2 stay ....
SWEET 16
sweet 16
sweet 16 me deadler , sed 2 me
du do u wanna party off it on the ectasy
i sed hay hoe how’d i go
juzt stick it in ya mouth n jzt swallowwwwww
sweet 16 me deadler , sed 2 me
du do u wanna party off it on the ectasy
i sed hay hoe how’d i go
juzt stick it in ya mouth n jzt swallowwwwww
WEED
Rym 4 Weed Tune
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KYLA'Z I THE PLACE 2 B
ROCKIN THE SHOW ON THE MIC
WAR LITTLE SAS ND MARKY-G
OFF THE NUT'Z ON ECTASY
THEY NO THE SCORE
ROCKIN THE FLOOR
CHAVA STYLE
THERE DOIN IT RAW
KETMESS SARA
ENTER'Z THE SPACE
GONNA SHOW YAZ HOW
2 ROCK SUM BASE
HOLD ON TYE
WIF ALL YA MYT
THE KYLA RYD
FREW OWT THE NYT
OVA ..
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KYLA'Z I THE PLACE 2 B
ROCKIN THE SHOW ON THE MIC
WAR LITTLE SAS ND MARKY-G
OFF THE NUT'Z ON ECTASY
THEY NO THE SCORE
ROCKIN THE FLOOR
CHAVA STYLE
THERE DOIN IT RAW
KETMESS SARA
ENTER'Z THE SPACE
GONNA SHOW YAZ HOW
2 ROCK SUM BASE
HOLD ON TYE
WIF ALL YA MYT
THE KYLA RYD
FREW OWT THE NYT
OVA ..
FRIENDZ
Friends
Current mood: dun clean in
Category: dun clean in Friends
Best Friends!!!! 1. A friend will keep your secrets, but a true friend will help you hide the bodies 2. A friend will bake you cupcakes on your birthday, but a true friend will smash them in your face and run away. 3. A good friend will comfort you when your boy friend breaks up with you; a best friend will say ""Suck it up!"" 4. A good friend will lend you an umbrella in the rain. But a best friend would take yours and say ""Run moron, run!"" 5. Friend: noun; a member of the opposite sex in your acquaintance who has some flaw that that makes sleepin g with them totally unappealing. 6. A friend is someone who would stand outside your door knocking goofy… But a best friend would run in and yell ""HONEY! I'm home!"" 7. A best friend is the kind of person who will break the silence at a funeral with ""KUNG POW CHICKEN!"" 8. A best friend is the one who can look at you with the biggest smile on your and still know something's wrong. 9. A friend would say, ""No, of coarse not!" when you ask, "Am I being annoying and obsessive?"" But a best friend would say, ""Chyeah, but I luv ya anyway.""
Current mood: dun clean in
Category: dun clean in Friends
Best Friends!!!! 1. A friend will keep your secrets, but a true friend will help you hide the bodies 2. A friend will bake you cupcakes on your birthday, but a true friend will smash them in your face and run away. 3. A good friend will comfort you when your boy friend breaks up with you; a best friend will say ""Suck it up!"" 4. A good friend will lend you an umbrella in the rain. But a best friend would take yours and say ""Run moron, run!"" 5. Friend: noun; a member of the opposite sex in your acquaintance who has some flaw that that makes sleepin g with them totally unappealing. 6. A friend is someone who would stand outside your door knocking goofy… But a best friend would run in and yell ""HONEY! I'm home!"" 7. A best friend is the kind of person who will break the silence at a funeral with ""KUNG POW CHICKEN!"" 8. A best friend is the one who can look at you with the biggest smile on your and still know something's wrong. 9. A friend would say, ""No, of coarse not!" when you ask, "Am I being annoying and obsessive?"" But a best friend would say, ""Chyeah, but I luv ya anyway.""
FCKIN SELFISH
Wel ere it goez n it goez a litle bit lyk thiz,al me life av been off it,not ne care’z or fck al,it’z pure selfish ov me really coz av got a kid n i woznt givin him a 2nd fote wen i woz in a condition hoyin anyfing n evryfing down me nek,owt 4 a buzz it woz juzt a frizk & al bout me !, Av not been in2 toon in ova 10 yrz drug free,i had ne intensions ov eiva,i hav a high intake,me body muzt ov got uzed 2 it ova the yearz,then it happen’z,jzt oot the blue,me lyf flashed b4 me eye’z.i cund’nt b-leave it n i fote i woz a gonna 4 gud ,we’d al been 2 the power house that nyt n were in ne fit state 2 start wif,plus ad had ne kip 4 a day or 2That mek’z me a real smart girl dun it ?Anyway’z way’z nxt fing i new i woz bein blue lightered up the QE,i remember me b hoyin arund in the vehicle n finkin it woz doin now 4 me illness on that very day,,, BUT it gets better, i cum rund in the QE n can u b-leave it ! Ad only been fckn robbed well a woz foamin n coverd in black guuu stuf on me very cloth’z, Well that woz it 4 me,the final straw n all that jazzzzzzzz , , They had tuk evry bit ov drug owt me system , i payed a £180 jzt 2 get in that mess n they’d tuk the lot , neva left me jak shit Haway man it’z s pure cunt;z trick,they shud ov asked 1st n they didnt plus a woz akip , out 4 the count, there ort 2 b a law against summit lyk that coz at the end ov the day it woz my BUZZ n u ( yez u ) had ne ryt 2 get amongst u spraffin fck,i wudnt ov minded if u had ov tuk the cunt,but nou DISGARDED ov it Life jzt get’z better.Well 2 the ppl that no me n no wot thiz iz all about,id lyk 2 fank all thoze who txt n rang jzt 2 c if i woz ok,i didnt no u’z cared av neva been so popular, so same tym nxt wk lol a lvz u al the KYLA way fanx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
DONT GIVE UP
Don’t giv up
In a moment evey fing can change,, ya life can fall down around u in a 2nd or the magic can begin.It'z up 2 u if u choose 2 swin or drowned !!!!! I b leave every 1 makez there own destiny,or choose'z there own fate,,Mine'z 2 survive,,So the harder the kick or the deeper the cut,Dont ever giv up , , u die tryin ..........
In a moment evey fing can change,, ya life can fall down around u in a 2nd or the magic can begin.It'z up 2 u if u choose 2 swin or drowned !!!!! I b leave every 1 makez there own destiny,or choose'z there own fate,,Mine'z 2 survive,,So the harder the kick or the deeper the cut,Dont ever giv up , , u die tryin ..........
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