Blandy,Blandy,Blandyu
U r sweet az candy
wif ya big green eyes
& ya sexi smile
u got me feelin all randy
xxxxxx
i lv u , i lv u , i do
a lv that iz honest & true
2 the day that i die
ya the apple ov my eye
nd i always wanna b wif u
xxxxxx
now dont put thiz straight in the reject
& dont tek me lv az a weekness
u dare take the piss,wen yr readin thiz
coz thiz iz a feelin real serious
xxxxxx
now 4 if sum reason u doubt me
that wot am sayin'z untrue
id rip my heart out in an instant
so you'd c 4 ya sel i lv u
Wednesday, 26 November 2008
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
fck the system
HOW CUMZ SUMMIT SO BAD CAN HAPPEN 2 A BABY & IT CAN GO UN NOTICED , EVEN BY THOZE BIG I AM'Z WIF THERE FANCY FCKIN LETTER'Z AFTER THERE NAME'Z , THEM WHO R EDUCATED 2 SUCH A MASSIVE DIGREE 2 NOTICE IF SUMMIT IS RONG WITH A CHILD , 4 FCK SAKE I CUD OV NOTICED WIF OUT ALL THOZE FANCY CERTIFICATEZ (WIF MY EYEZ SHUT)...
I FINK THAT EVERY SINGLE LAZT 1 OV THEM WHO HAD (EVEN THE SMALLEST)OV PART IN THE WELFARE OV BABY P , R 2 BLAME , ,,,,, 1 FING IZ 4 SURE IT'Z TRUE WOT THEY SAY ABOUT ARE SYSTEM , IT'Z FCKED UP , THERE IZ NO SYSTEM , WOT THERE IZ , IZ A BUNCH OV TOFFEE NOZE YUPEE'Z , WHO FING THEY R ABOVE THE LAW , SAT IN THERE STAFF ROOM SIPPING THERE COFFEE , OBLIVERIOUS 2 THE """"REAL """" FCKIN WORLD & WOT IZ GANIN ON IN IT , THE BEZT OV IT IZ HALF THE FCKED UP FCKA'Z HAVE NO KID'Z OV THERE OWN , , , , , ,
YOU NO WOT BOIL'Z MY PISS NOT THAT THEY TRYED 2 HYD THE IDENTITY (COZ THE MOTHER HAZ RYT'Z)WOT ABOUT BABY P'S RYT , HERE IS A BABY THAT HAS SUFFERED SO MUCH PAIN IT MAKES ME VIOLENTLY SICK TO FINK HE WOZ CRYING OUT 7 EACH DAY HIZ PAIN GOT ORSE AND HIZ CRY'Z GOT LOUDER """ YET OUR FCKIN SYSTEM FAILED HIM """ EVERY 1 OV YOU WIF YA FANCY LETTER'Z AFTER YA NAME'Z CAN <<<< SUCK MY COCK >>>> BIG STYLE , YAZ R NOT WORTH A WANK , YOU THE SYSTEM HAVE FAILED YET AGAIN BUT YET AGAIN IT WILL BE SWEPT UNDER THE CARPET AZ ALWAYZ , HOYED IN THE BACK OV A FILING CUBOARD WIF EVERY OVA FCK UP YAZ HAV EVA DUN .. BECOZ OV YR FCK UP I HOPE GOD PAYZ EVERY 1OV YAZ BACK , FOR THE SIMPLE FACT YAZ ALL INVOLVED HAD CHANCE UPON CHANCE , 2 DO SUMMIT ABOUT IT BUT INSTEAD YAZ DIDNT , I HOPE 1 DAY U ALL FEEL THE PAIN THAT , THAT BABY FELT ..... HOW YAZ SLEEP AT NYT I DO NOT NO ....
GET ON THIZ , THIZ IZ HOW FCKED UP R SYSTEM IZ , HOW MUCH DO U WANNA BET THAT WHEN THE MOTHER IZ RELEASED FROM PRISON AFTER SERVING HALF A SENTENCE NE DOUBT SHE WILL PROBABLY BE GIVIN A NEW IDENTITY I MEAN HAWAY MAN ,,, WOT THE FCK IZ THAT ALL ABOUT , THATS THE "" SYSTEM "" 4 YA , THEY SAY HUMAN RYT'Z ( WHICH WILL BRING UZ BACK 2 THE SUBJECT'Z OV WHERE WOZ BABY P'S HUMAN FCKIN RYT...)
2 PUT THE ICING ON THE CAKE THE SLUT OV A MOTGHER HAZ HAD A BABY GIRL WHILST BEIN IN CUSTODY , THE LAW SAY'Z SHE HAZ RYT'Z , THEZE RYT'Z INCLUDE THAT SHE CAN FYT 4 THE CUSTARDY OV HER DAUGHTER , WHY ??? WOT 4 ?? SO SHE CAN DO THE SAME AGAIN WELL I ,,, FCK YA SEL'Z ,,,,, FCK THE LAW & FCK THE SYSTEM ,, U COCK SUCKIN FCK UP'Z , FCK YR SELF'Z FOR GIVIN THE MONSTER RYT'Z, YAZ WANT SHOT IN THE HEAD ,,, ALL HER RYT'Z SHUD OV BEEN STRIPPED FROM HERE , SHE SHUD NEVA OV BEEN PROTECTED FROM BEIN NAME & SHAMED , SHE SHUD B PUT IN A BOX HERSLF , MONSTER IZNT EVEN THE RYT WORD 4 HER , THERE IZ NO WORD IN THE WORLD 2 DESCIBE HER OR HER ACTIONZ , AND THE SAME GOES 2 ALL THOZE WHO HAVR TRYED COVERIN IT UP OR UN NOTICED ANY OV IT DO YA C ALL YOU'S WIF YA FANCY CERTIFICATES ,, I WUDNT WIPE MY ARSE ON THEM , FCK THE SYSTEM AND ALL THOZE IN IT ...........................
""""""" GOD BLESS BABY PAUL """""""""
I FINK THAT EVERY SINGLE LAZT 1 OV THEM WHO HAD (EVEN THE SMALLEST)OV PART IN THE WELFARE OV BABY P , R 2 BLAME , ,,,,, 1 FING IZ 4 SURE IT'Z TRUE WOT THEY SAY ABOUT ARE SYSTEM , IT'Z FCKED UP , THERE IZ NO SYSTEM , WOT THERE IZ , IZ A BUNCH OV TOFFEE NOZE YUPEE'Z , WHO FING THEY R ABOVE THE LAW , SAT IN THERE STAFF ROOM SIPPING THERE COFFEE , OBLIVERIOUS 2 THE """"REAL """" FCKIN WORLD & WOT IZ GANIN ON IN IT , THE BEZT OV IT IZ HALF THE FCKED UP FCKA'Z HAVE NO KID'Z OV THERE OWN , , , , , ,
YOU NO WOT BOIL'Z MY PISS NOT THAT THEY TRYED 2 HYD THE IDENTITY (COZ THE MOTHER HAZ RYT'Z)WOT ABOUT BABY P'S RYT , HERE IS A BABY THAT HAS SUFFERED SO MUCH PAIN IT MAKES ME VIOLENTLY SICK TO FINK HE WOZ CRYING OUT 7 EACH DAY HIZ PAIN GOT ORSE AND HIZ CRY'Z GOT LOUDER """ YET OUR FCKIN SYSTEM FAILED HIM """ EVERY 1 OV YOU WIF YA FANCY LETTER'Z AFTER YA NAME'Z CAN <<<< SUCK MY COCK >>>> BIG STYLE , YAZ R NOT WORTH A WANK , YOU THE SYSTEM HAVE FAILED YET AGAIN BUT YET AGAIN IT WILL BE SWEPT UNDER THE CARPET AZ ALWAYZ , HOYED IN THE BACK OV A FILING CUBOARD WIF EVERY OVA FCK UP YAZ HAV EVA DUN .. BECOZ OV YR FCK UP I HOPE GOD PAYZ EVERY 1OV YAZ BACK , FOR THE SIMPLE FACT YAZ ALL INVOLVED HAD CHANCE UPON CHANCE , 2 DO SUMMIT ABOUT IT BUT INSTEAD YAZ DIDNT , I HOPE 1 DAY U ALL FEEL THE PAIN THAT , THAT BABY FELT ..... HOW YAZ SLEEP AT NYT I DO NOT NO ....
GET ON THIZ , THIZ IZ HOW FCKED UP R SYSTEM IZ , HOW MUCH DO U WANNA BET THAT WHEN THE MOTHER IZ RELEASED FROM PRISON AFTER SERVING HALF A SENTENCE NE DOUBT SHE WILL PROBABLY BE GIVIN A NEW IDENTITY I MEAN HAWAY MAN ,,, WOT THE FCK IZ THAT ALL ABOUT , THATS THE "" SYSTEM "" 4 YA , THEY SAY HUMAN RYT'Z ( WHICH WILL BRING UZ BACK 2 THE SUBJECT'Z OV WHERE WOZ BABY P'S HUMAN FCKIN RYT...)
2 PUT THE ICING ON THE CAKE THE SLUT OV A MOTGHER HAZ HAD A BABY GIRL WHILST BEIN IN CUSTODY , THE LAW SAY'Z SHE HAZ RYT'Z , THEZE RYT'Z INCLUDE THAT SHE CAN FYT 4 THE CUSTARDY OV HER DAUGHTER , WHY ??? WOT 4 ?? SO SHE CAN DO THE SAME AGAIN WELL I ,,, FCK YA SEL'Z ,,,,, FCK THE LAW & FCK THE SYSTEM ,, U COCK SUCKIN FCK UP'Z , FCK YR SELF'Z FOR GIVIN THE MONSTER RYT'Z, YAZ WANT SHOT IN THE HEAD ,,, ALL HER RYT'Z SHUD OV BEEN STRIPPED FROM HERE , SHE SHUD NEVA OV BEEN PROTECTED FROM BEIN NAME & SHAMED , SHE SHUD B PUT IN A BOX HERSLF , MONSTER IZNT EVEN THE RYT WORD 4 HER , THERE IZ NO WORD IN THE WORLD 2 DESCIBE HER OR HER ACTIONZ , AND THE SAME GOES 2 ALL THOZE WHO HAVR TRYED COVERIN IT UP OR UN NOTICED ANY OV IT DO YA C ALL YOU'S WIF YA FANCY CERTIFICATES ,, I WUDNT WIPE MY ARSE ON THEM , FCK THE SYSTEM AND ALL THOZE IN IT ...........................
""""""" GOD BLESS BABY PAUL """""""""
DOYLEM IZNT THE WORD
Wot can i say , me myself doez not beleive in takin oaf'z on my kid'z life for the simple fact i beleave hiz life iz worth more 2 me , sum ppl do it 2 b beleaved , each 2 there own , but wen u get sum 1 who duz it out ov total desperation knowin full on that they r lyin , am sorry but that 2 me iz fcked clean up in the head , then 2 say well you've got 2 beleive in it ( tryin 2 condone doin so in the 1st place ) ,,,, Wot could be more worse , well al tell ya , 2 bare face lye 2 yr blood whilst takin a oath on yr babys blood , that iz full on CORGY REGISTERED "" nipped "" .. NO BACK BONE , MANIPULATIVE , . GET A SPINE THATS WOT I SAY , HOW CAN 1 STAND THERE KNOWIN WOT THEY R DOIN BELEIVING THERE IZ NO RONG IN THERE ACTIONZ ????? IZ BEYOND ME ......Now that iz FCKED UP >>>>
Wot u have dun & r still doin iz gana pop up & bite u in the arse 1 day , Im a great beleiver in wot cumz arund goes arund & if it duznt , al b 1 st there 2 get that table turnin 2 make sure u do ,, Im glad am not lyk that , am glad its not me who haz 2 go frew my life knowin thats how low iv stooped , but at the same tym am not glad av stood & wotch ova'z do so , i pity them & there actionz , & i hope god can c frew there sin , Punish them ( az they deserve & how he see'z fit ) but teaches them a valueable lesson that they deserve ...............................
Wot u have dun & r still doin iz gana pop up & bite u in the arse 1 day , Im a great beleiver in wot cumz arund goes arund & if it duznt , al b 1 st there 2 get that table turnin 2 make sure u do ,, Im glad am not lyk that , am glad its not me who haz 2 go frew my life knowin thats how low iv stooped , but at the same tym am not glad av stood & wotch ova'z do so , i pity them & there actionz , & i hope god can c frew there sin , Punish them ( az they deserve & how he see'z fit ) but teaches them a valueable lesson that they deserve ...............................
Friday, 29 August 2008
GARANDAD TOM
xXxXxX A Verse For You XxXxXx 16th Apr 2008 kyla from newcastle relation: grand daughter
I close my eye's , I still remember , Many year's ago , At a age so tender , U were alway's there , Ryt by my side
2 help me frew , U were my guide , U tote me rong , U tote me ryt , U tote me way's , 2 live my life , U offerd support , Sum friendly advice , A word ov warnin , Wot eva the price , Az life went on , And i grew older
U were alway's there 2 lend a shoulder ,
Eye 2 eye , wasnt alway's r fing , We'd argue n bicker , but u'd alway's win , I took 4 granted u'd alway's b here
i could'nt imagine u not being so near , But then it came , U were god's chozen 1 , 1 minut your here & the next u r gone , It's not in my head , It hasnt sunk in , No longer al c your face or your grin , I walk in2 nana's , I stare at your chair , It's no longer the same wif out , Having you there , I wonder how , U r doing sumtyme's ,Away wif the angel , Your still on my mind , R u happy , Do u hav Friend's , R u being looked after , R u save , R u well , R u still lookin down , R u guidein me frew , Thiz life iz so diffrent , Wif out having u , I suppose wot i am trying 2 say , Iz that i miss i granda wif each passin day , U'll always'd b loved & kept in r our heart's , Till we meat again , Thiz tym neva 2 part
Love u always & 4 eva
I close my eye's , I still remember , Many year's ago , At a age so tender , U were alway's there , Ryt by my side
2 help me frew , U were my guide , U tote me rong , U tote me ryt , U tote me way's , 2 live my life , U offerd support , Sum friendly advice , A word ov warnin , Wot eva the price , Az life went on , And i grew older
U were alway's there 2 lend a shoulder ,
Eye 2 eye , wasnt alway's r fing , We'd argue n bicker , but u'd alway's win , I took 4 granted u'd alway's b here
i could'nt imagine u not being so near , But then it came , U were god's chozen 1 , 1 minut your here & the next u r gone , It's not in my head , It hasnt sunk in , No longer al c your face or your grin , I walk in2 nana's , I stare at your chair , It's no longer the same wif out , Having you there , I wonder how , U r doing sumtyme's ,Away wif the angel , Your still on my mind , R u happy , Do u hav Friend's , R u being looked after , R u save , R u well , R u still lookin down , R u guidein me frew , Thiz life iz so diffrent , Wif out having u , I suppose wot i am trying 2 say , Iz that i miss i granda wif each passin day , U'll always'd b loved & kept in r our heart's , Till we meat again , Thiz tym neva 2 part
Love u always & 4 eva
IN LOVIN MEMORY
In Loving Memory Of My GrandFather
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven,
To bring you home again.
xxxxx
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye
You were gone befor i knew it
And only god know's the reason why.
xxxxx
My heart still ache's in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever no
xxxxx
You & the angels around god's happy throne
I would of held you closer if i had known
xxxxx
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
10:24:48 AM
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven,
To bring you home again.
xxxxx
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye
You were gone befor i knew it
And only god know's the reason why.
xxxxx
My heart still ache's in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever no
xxxxx
You & the angels around god's happy throne
I would of held you closer if i had known
xxxxx
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
10:24:48 AM
IZ IT ALL WORTH IT
18/08/08
IZ IT ALL WORTH IT ?
Where do i start ? May be from the beginning eh ! People fck with there life'z they fck with there own mind'z & in sum case'z we fck wif other'z , with there thoughts & feeling'z there live'z ,,,,, EVERYTHING .
We all meet people for diffrent reason'z , sum becum friend'z ova'z enemy'z & the ova'z passer'z bye . Luckly 4 me av met 1 ov the mozt amazing people that i will eva meet in my life at earlier tym in my life , god sent that person 2 me 4 a reason & me 2 thiz person 4 a reason , weather it bein the same reason or another ? ( will we eva no ) . What eva reason , it'z crossed our path'z & bought alot ov love & respect'z wif it , , , , I have god 2 fank 4 thiz & i am 4 eva in your dept ( thank you god ) .
Not so long ago , i woz a big fat selfish gready bastdad & almost lozt my life 4 it be-coz ov it , be-coz ov thiz thiz person who haz become a spiecal friend 2 me walked in 2 my life , help me understand my accident , under stood me & help me frew it , he woz the only 1 ! WHY ? coz he'd been there b4 himself .. we were the only 2 the dynamic duo EH ! ... Since meetin we have had our up'z nd down'z , wot true friendship duznt , i love the very cheek ov him smootherd in sheer innocence . 2 geva we hit our old way'z bigger n better , well haway we knew the score proper drug wize n all that !!! No 1 or nothin cud put uz down ,, Or so we thought . Haway how fckin arrogant iz that . We play wif r life'z almost lozt them , have our loved 1'z suffer & wot 4 all 4 our selfish reason'z . A stinken BUZZ .
Then owt the blue on a normal day , yet again it happens again , in a blink ov a eye , 1 ov uz r at death'z door again , dancin with the devil , both uz knowing it'z gone 2 far & there'z nothing either 1 ov uz can do any fing about it , knowin the ova'z in the company do not understand the full protential ov the situation , praying 4 a miracle , beggin god 4 a 2nd chance , pleadin we've learnt our lesson wonderin why we've dun thiz 2 our self'z & ova'z again , realizing how fcked up & selfish r sad little lives r 4 repeatin our worst nytmare'z . Woz it all really worth it ? ? ?
Luckly my friend bein the person he iz , pulled him self out ov it & literally " KNOCKIN SUM SENSE IN2 HIM SEL " Stupid fing about it i didnt really no how much thiz person ment 2 me untill thiz happened , i love him he'z my friend & i do not eva wanna lose him 2 a BUZZ , , , , Who know'z that 1 key more i could ov been joinin hiz bad trip wot'z 2 say i cud'nt live frew it , my friend bein a lot younger & fitter then my sel , Me bein a old bird ( so 2 speak ) . That could ov been me , i could be puttin my blandy , my friends & family frew that , Wot if i deid who wud love my son ? WOT A FCKIN MORON I AM ...
I could go on 4 eva with my wot if'z , may be'z & all the rezt , Iv had 2 sit & watch my friend , question hiz own mind & fck him self up badly in the head , i had 2 watch him drag hiz sel from death'z door back 2 uz , the 1'z that love him 2 bit'z , iv stood & watched him torchure him self 4 me 2 realise finally once & 4 all that thiz whole BUZZ fing iz not my cup ov tea & mozt IMPORTANT ov all he 2 haz realised it'z not hiz cup eiva ,, THANK THE LORD .
Let thiz b a lesson 2 ya all . Not 1 ov uz iz indistructable , we who contnue 2 fck r self'z ova givin it the big i am , wen infact all we truelly r , r real small minded ppl , full ov selfishness . I love my friends & famiy & i do not eva wanna lose them or put them frew any fing lyk that again , am so sorry word'z can not eva express , my baby had 2 witness my stinken antick'z the 1st tym round . How dare me 2 not even consider him " HOW DARE ME " Thank you friend 4 makin me realise my error'z , thank you 4 bringin yr sel back 2 uz & thank u 4 knowin thiz iz the lazt tym , we can still get fully off we can still have a laff & we will always do it 2 geva OUR WAY , the new way , the better way , God bless you , U r a angel , A blessin , I woz blessed 2 b given a friend lyk you ....
Kyla Pattison
IZ IT ALL WORTH IT ?
Where do i start ? May be from the beginning eh ! People fck with there life'z they fck with there own mind'z & in sum case'z we fck wif other'z , with there thoughts & feeling'z there live'z ,,,,, EVERYTHING .
We all meet people for diffrent reason'z , sum becum friend'z ova'z enemy'z & the ova'z passer'z bye . Luckly 4 me av met 1 ov the mozt amazing people that i will eva meet in my life at earlier tym in my life , god sent that person 2 me 4 a reason & me 2 thiz person 4 a reason , weather it bein the same reason or another ? ( will we eva no ) . What eva reason , it'z crossed our path'z & bought alot ov love & respect'z wif it , , , , I have god 2 fank 4 thiz & i am 4 eva in your dept ( thank you god ) .
Not so long ago , i woz a big fat selfish gready bastdad & almost lozt my life 4 it be-coz ov it , be-coz ov thiz thiz person who haz become a spiecal friend 2 me walked in 2 my life , help me understand my accident , under stood me & help me frew it , he woz the only 1 ! WHY ? coz he'd been there b4 himself .. we were the only 2 the dynamic duo EH ! ... Since meetin we have had our up'z nd down'z , wot true friendship duznt , i love the very cheek ov him smootherd in sheer innocence . 2 geva we hit our old way'z bigger n better , well haway we knew the score proper drug wize n all that !!! No 1 or nothin cud put uz down ,, Or so we thought . Haway how fckin arrogant iz that . We play wif r life'z almost lozt them , have our loved 1'z suffer & wot 4 all 4 our selfish reason'z . A stinken BUZZ .
Then owt the blue on a normal day , yet again it happens again , in a blink ov a eye , 1 ov uz r at death'z door again , dancin with the devil , both uz knowing it'z gone 2 far & there'z nothing either 1 ov uz can do any fing about it , knowin the ova'z in the company do not understand the full protential ov the situation , praying 4 a miracle , beggin god 4 a 2nd chance , pleadin we've learnt our lesson wonderin why we've dun thiz 2 our self'z & ova'z again , realizing how fcked up & selfish r sad little lives r 4 repeatin our worst nytmare'z . Woz it all really worth it ? ? ?
Luckly my friend bein the person he iz , pulled him self out ov it & literally " KNOCKIN SUM SENSE IN2 HIM SEL " Stupid fing about it i didnt really no how much thiz person ment 2 me untill thiz happened , i love him he'z my friend & i do not eva wanna lose him 2 a BUZZ , , , , Who know'z that 1 key more i could ov been joinin hiz bad trip wot'z 2 say i cud'nt live frew it , my friend bein a lot younger & fitter then my sel , Me bein a old bird ( so 2 speak ) . That could ov been me , i could be puttin my blandy , my friends & family frew that , Wot if i deid who wud love my son ? WOT A FCKIN MORON I AM ...
I could go on 4 eva with my wot if'z , may be'z & all the rezt , Iv had 2 sit & watch my friend , question hiz own mind & fck him self up badly in the head , i had 2 watch him drag hiz sel from death'z door back 2 uz , the 1'z that love him 2 bit'z , iv stood & watched him torchure him self 4 me 2 realise finally once & 4 all that thiz whole BUZZ fing iz not my cup ov tea & mozt IMPORTANT ov all he 2 haz realised it'z not hiz cup eiva ,, THANK THE LORD .
Let thiz b a lesson 2 ya all . Not 1 ov uz iz indistructable , we who contnue 2 fck r self'z ova givin it the big i am , wen infact all we truelly r , r real small minded ppl , full ov selfishness . I love my friends & famiy & i do not eva wanna lose them or put them frew any fing lyk that again , am so sorry word'z can not eva express , my baby had 2 witness my stinken antick'z the 1st tym round . How dare me 2 not even consider him " HOW DARE ME " Thank you friend 4 makin me realise my error'z , thank you 4 bringin yr sel back 2 uz & thank u 4 knowin thiz iz the lazt tym , we can still get fully off we can still have a laff & we will always do it 2 geva OUR WAY , the new way , the better way , God bless you , U r a angel , A blessin , I woz blessed 2 b given a friend lyk you ....
Kyla Pattison
MARK & SARA'Z
18.08.08 mark & sara'z verse
4 kyla ...........
oh yes it'z kyla , am on the mic lad'z
How do u feel about me doin the mc ?
well listen ................
Loud nd proud & ful,l ov the bling,am a darlin cahav lass nd i dont want ne ring.
Fck miss dynamite , she not a patch on me ,Ave taxed all her bling & she'z not sed a fing.
she muzt b a ding ?
Now listen 2 me nd get the volume up n get ready n get ready 2 pump n bump , coz am ready n steady 4 uz 2 party .
Let the base line go aka n dance lyk a spaka ,
let ya sel go nd feel the beat , thiz iz no repeat .
Itz the real deal , baby fckin cum on crazy ,
Kick it high nd kick it low let yr body move wif the flow .
Beleive me lads itz my way the day , the kyla way iz here 2 stay ....
4 kyla ...........
oh yes it'z kyla , am on the mic lad'z
How do u feel about me doin the mc ?
well listen ................
Loud nd proud & ful,l ov the bling,am a darlin cahav lass nd i dont want ne ring.
Fck miss dynamite , she not a patch on me ,Ave taxed all her bling & she'z not sed a fing.
she muzt b a ding ?
Now listen 2 me nd get the volume up n get ready n get ready 2 pump n bump , coz am ready n steady 4 uz 2 party .
Let the base line go aka n dance lyk a spaka ,
let ya sel go nd feel the beat , thiz iz no repeat .
Itz the real deal , baby fckin cum on crazy ,
Kick it high nd kick it low let yr body move wif the flow .
Beleive me lads itz my way the day , the kyla way iz here 2 stay ....
SWEET 16
sweet 16
sweet 16 me deadler , sed 2 me
du do u wanna party off it on the ectasy
i sed hay hoe how’d i go
juzt stick it in ya mouth n jzt swallowwwwww
sweet 16 me deadler , sed 2 me
du do u wanna party off it on the ectasy
i sed hay hoe how’d i go
juzt stick it in ya mouth n jzt swallowwwwww
WEED
Rym 4 Weed Tune
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KYLA'Z I THE PLACE 2 B
ROCKIN THE SHOW ON THE MIC
WAR LITTLE SAS ND MARKY-G
OFF THE NUT'Z ON ECTASY
THEY NO THE SCORE
ROCKIN THE FLOOR
CHAVA STYLE
THERE DOIN IT RAW
KETMESS SARA
ENTER'Z THE SPACE
GONNA SHOW YAZ HOW
2 ROCK SUM BASE
HOLD ON TYE
WIF ALL YA MYT
THE KYLA RYD
FREW OWT THE NYT
OVA ..
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KYLA'Z I THE PLACE 2 B
ROCKIN THE SHOW ON THE MIC
WAR LITTLE SAS ND MARKY-G
OFF THE NUT'Z ON ECTASY
THEY NO THE SCORE
ROCKIN THE FLOOR
CHAVA STYLE
THERE DOIN IT RAW
KETMESS SARA
ENTER'Z THE SPACE
GONNA SHOW YAZ HOW
2 ROCK SUM BASE
HOLD ON TYE
WIF ALL YA MYT
THE KYLA RYD
FREW OWT THE NYT
OVA ..
FRIENDZ
Friends
Current mood: dun clean in
Category: dun clean in Friends
Best Friends!!!! 1. A friend will keep your secrets, but a true friend will help you hide the bodies 2. A friend will bake you cupcakes on your birthday, but a true friend will smash them in your face and run away. 3. A good friend will comfort you when your boy friend breaks up with you; a best friend will say ""Suck it up!"" 4. A good friend will lend you an umbrella in the rain. But a best friend would take yours and say ""Run moron, run!"" 5. Friend: noun; a member of the opposite sex in your acquaintance who has some flaw that that makes sleepin g with them totally unappealing. 6. A friend is someone who would stand outside your door knocking goofy… But a best friend would run in and yell ""HONEY! I'm home!"" 7. A best friend is the kind of person who will break the silence at a funeral with ""KUNG POW CHICKEN!"" 8. A best friend is the one who can look at you with the biggest smile on your and still know something's wrong. 9. A friend would say, ""No, of coarse not!" when you ask, "Am I being annoying and obsessive?"" But a best friend would say, ""Chyeah, but I luv ya anyway.""
Current mood: dun clean in
Category: dun clean in Friends
Best Friends!!!! 1. A friend will keep your secrets, but a true friend will help you hide the bodies 2. A friend will bake you cupcakes on your birthday, but a true friend will smash them in your face and run away. 3. A good friend will comfort you when your boy friend breaks up with you; a best friend will say ""Suck it up!"" 4. A good friend will lend you an umbrella in the rain. But a best friend would take yours and say ""Run moron, run!"" 5. Friend: noun; a member of the opposite sex in your acquaintance who has some flaw that that makes sleepin g with them totally unappealing. 6. A friend is someone who would stand outside your door knocking goofy… But a best friend would run in and yell ""HONEY! I'm home!"" 7. A best friend is the kind of person who will break the silence at a funeral with ""KUNG POW CHICKEN!"" 8. A best friend is the one who can look at you with the biggest smile on your and still know something's wrong. 9. A friend would say, ""No, of coarse not!" when you ask, "Am I being annoying and obsessive?"" But a best friend would say, ""Chyeah, but I luv ya anyway.""
FCKIN SELFISH
Wel ere it goez n it goez a litle bit lyk thiz,al me life av been off it,not ne care’z or fck al,it’z pure selfish ov me really coz av got a kid n i woznt givin him a 2nd fote wen i woz in a condition hoyin anyfing n evryfing down me nek,owt 4 a buzz it woz juzt a frizk & al bout me !, Av not been in2 toon in ova 10 yrz drug free,i had ne intensions ov eiva,i hav a high intake,me body muzt ov got uzed 2 it ova the yearz,then it happen’z,jzt oot the blue,me lyf flashed b4 me eye’z.i cund’nt b-leave it n i fote i woz a gonna 4 gud ,we’d al been 2 the power house that nyt n were in ne fit state 2 start wif,plus ad had ne kip 4 a day or 2That mek’z me a real smart girl dun it ?Anyway’z way’z nxt fing i new i woz bein blue lightered up the QE,i remember me b hoyin arund in the vehicle n finkin it woz doin now 4 me illness on that very day,,, BUT it gets better, i cum rund in the QE n can u b-leave it ! Ad only been fckn robbed well a woz foamin n coverd in black guuu stuf on me very cloth’z, Well that woz it 4 me,the final straw n all that jazzzzzzzz , , They had tuk evry bit ov drug owt me system , i payed a £180 jzt 2 get in that mess n they’d tuk the lot , neva left me jak shit Haway man it’z s pure cunt;z trick,they shud ov asked 1st n they didnt plus a woz akip , out 4 the count, there ort 2 b a law against summit lyk that coz at the end ov the day it woz my BUZZ n u ( yez u ) had ne ryt 2 get amongst u spraffin fck,i wudnt ov minded if u had ov tuk the cunt,but nou DISGARDED ov it Life jzt get’z better.Well 2 the ppl that no me n no wot thiz iz all about,id lyk 2 fank all thoze who txt n rang jzt 2 c if i woz ok,i didnt no u’z cared av neva been so popular, so same tym nxt wk lol a lvz u al the KYLA way fanx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
DONT GIVE UP
Don’t giv up
In a moment evey fing can change,, ya life can fall down around u in a 2nd or the magic can begin.It'z up 2 u if u choose 2 swin or drowned !!!!! I b leave every 1 makez there own destiny,or choose'z there own fate,,Mine'z 2 survive,,So the harder the kick or the deeper the cut,Dont ever giv up , , u die tryin ..........
In a moment evey fing can change,, ya life can fall down around u in a 2nd or the magic can begin.It'z up 2 u if u choose 2 swin or drowned !!!!! I b leave every 1 makez there own destiny,or choose'z there own fate,,Mine'z 2 survive,,So the harder the kick or the deeper the cut,Dont ever giv up , , u die tryin ..........
Thursday, 26 June 2008
Gambling
When i woz tiny , me mam & dad , they were both bad gambler's , me mam would go fckin off it when me dad blew all hiz wage's in the booky'z ( which woz every week ) , then within the space ov a few day's me dad would go off it with me mam for blowingthe family credit in the amusements on benwell , , , It woz a visious circle week in & week out . More then often there woz'nt much food in the cuboard's in fact there woz fck all . I have a memory ov my mam sitting the youngest ov uz luke on the bench , whislt me n chad hung round the cooker n watched thiz brown stuff bubbling in the pan . It woz a oxo gravey & it woz our meal , we wud all tuk in 2 it wif a slice ov bread 2 if we were lucky ( often borrowed off the neighbour ) Thiz iz no word ov a lie .
At the tym it neva really sed much , but az i got older & thiz woz becoming our meal more & more , i started 2 relize how thiz woz cumin about GAMBLING ...... I swore blind i wud neva eva waist a single penny when i woz older on a poxy fruit machine or a game ov cards & true 2 the word i stuck 2 it .... I wud ov been ill if i'd so much az lozt a £ . Then at the age ov 28 , i began 2 take an intrest in the flashy lights , what & why iz beyond me . Slowly i began askin questions when i saw people play , wonder why they held thiz or neva spun on that , god i wish i didnt , then in went me £ , wot a fckin muppet then £1 led 2 another & another , it woz juzt 4 fun , i woz'nt in any dept , sum people could'nt b=leave it when they saw me on them . B 4 i knew it i woz in a casino , playing cards , id neva even held a hand in my life , but i soon picked up on it , i soon got board ov it 2 , not that i give up n went home , no not me i do now't by half'z i moved on 2 the rollette , thiz iz were the money went , ya loze sum ya win sum , i woz more then often lozing but the win sum how in my head seemed 2 contemplate ...... I woz hooked n i didnt even no it ... Az i hung round the casino more & more i found myself watching people on the slot'z , there woz load'z ov button & a tun ov wining lines . I watched & watched sum more then i asked sum 1 how it worked , they were more then happy 2 tell me , but saying that if sum 1 asked me i 2 woz more then happy 2 tell them ..... 2 year'z down the line ( in such a small space ov tym ) i woz left with nothing apart from a massive gambling dept , i oweed every 1 from here 2 timbuckto , i would lie steal & borrow jzt get my fix . It woz going beyond a joke & i woz getting no pleasure from it , i woz doin it 4 all the rong reasons . B4 i knew it i woz at the point where i 2 had ne food in my cuboards & i had sold my belongings even some ov my son'z , that iz fcked up ! Nothing could discribe that feeling in side when id done it but yet id still do it again , wot the fck iz rong wif me , id often get the leaflet about help 4 gamblin but neva done nothing about it , , , , , , , ,
U c people dont really understand how full on a gambling addiction really iz , it'z like a drug but worse , u can go 2 the doctor's if u have a drug addiction n they can ween ya off or give u medication ov sum sort 2 help u . But wot can they give u 4 gambling ?????????? Absurelutely jack shit . The only person who can help u iz YOU ! the bezt ov it iz u r neva really cure , it'z always there in the back ov your head . Will i , wont i ? but i myt win n al that shit . It got 2 the stage 4 me wen i couldnt take no more , instead ov talking about it or reading another 1 ov thoze poxy leaflets , i marched my sel in ( almozt in tear's ) & i offically barred my self , i had 2 go in2 the office wif the duty manager , i felt lyk a kid in the head mistress's office all over again . The manager woz fantastic , they knew how 2 deal wif me , That also woz a hard part , knowing i would'nt b able 2 c any ov the staff again 4 at least 6 month's , they had grown 2 b my mates , i woz ganna miss them & i did loads ........
Not only did i barr myself from 1 gambling venue i went the whole hog & withdrew my membership from from each n every gambling place i woz a member with , including places such az the bing , am amusements ect ... I'd fckin dun it , but i still hadnt cracked it . 6 months on & my bann iz up i haft 2 go & sit a board try n convince them i woz healed ( so 2 speak ) & thiz i did , but not 2 all the venue's jzt 1 casino not even a bingo hall , 1 step at a tym , im not fully fixed & i have fcked up a few tym'z since going back , but i do feel like am sort ov on the road 2 recovery ( although it duznt feel lyk that wen av had a hic up ) Really am a fool 4 goin back in the first place , but that'z life & ne 1 iz perfect ,,,
My reason 4 writing thiz iz 2 appolagize 2 every single person i fckd ova 4 a single penny & 4 the lies av told 2 get my fix , but most importantly im sorry 2 my son , am sorry 4 being so fckin selfish after all i knew 1st hand wot it woz like 2 have fck all ( although it neva cum that bad 4 him ) Thats not the point i still sold hiz belongings , i mean haway wot a fckin mong i am , i myt have went oot n got him new n better but that makes ne odd's , the damage iz dun , then important enuff i let myself down big style , the nice fings we could have & i say could have becoz lyk i sed am still not fully well . The scarey fing iz i dont know if i eva will b , it fckz me up big styleinside , iv spoke 2 gamblers who still go 2 casino's & they have lozt every fing 5 tymz ova including there friends & family . They've attended GAM annominous more then once & they r still no futher forward ... Well there u have it my full life on gamblin , b4 i sign off i warn ova'z not 2 take that plunge n 2 stay clear wen eva pos if it can happen 2 me little starved annie it cud happen 2 u , iz it really worf it ???????????????????????????
Wednesday, 25 June 2008
Clean Fucked Ova
CLEAN FCKD OVA
FCKED CLEAN OVA Iznt it a piss-a , wen ya fcked clean ova ecspiecally wen it'z by ya so called mate or mate's , , , , , , , , There supposed 2 hav ya bak n yr supposed 2 hav there'z ne matter wot .... A gud mate will visit u in jail but ya bezt meate will b hoyin the V.O in the post wif ya. The piss take iz wen they r runnin round town givin it the big i am , wen they really couldnt fck off , instead ov shoutin the fat mouth;z off , they should b in the lane 4 a toe 2 toe & not b hiding behind the front dor , it'z even worse wen they r hiding b hind the dor using there kid az a excuse , wen the trueth b known the kid'z as wide az a barn dor n cud teach u a trick or 2 ,,, Well ya not so cleva now u horrible cunt that u r & u no who u r ,,, Ya no wot the worst iz , i opened up 2 u , i spoke word's ov wot i woz feelin n finkin n u told eny 1 who wud listen .. up yrz wif ya rumour's , that duznt bova me ( infact i find it amusing & it only show'z how fcked up & sad u really r ) .. I dun more 4 u then any 1 u no & u no it 100% trueth ,,, U will neva cum across anova kyla & it'z yr loss ,, I'V GOT THE LAST LAFF , AM FCKN BUZZIN ,,1 lazt fing b4 i go ,, u eva want that dance wif me in the park , u no where i am shity arse ...................................
A poem 4 u grandad
GRANDAD
I close my eye's , I still remember , Many year's ago , At a age so tender , U were alway's there , Ryt by my side2 help me frew , U were my guide , U tote me rong , U tote me ryt , U tote me way's , 2 live my life , U offerd support , Sum friendly advice , A word ov warnin , Wot eva the price , Az life went on , And i grew olderU were alway's there 2 lend a shoulder ,Eye 2 eye , wasnt alway's r fing , We'd argue n bicker , but u'd alway's win , I took 4 granted u'd alway's b herei could'nt imagine u not being so near , But then it came , U were god's chozen 1 , 1 minut your here & the next u r gone , It's not in my head , It hasnt sunk in , No longer al c your face or your grin , I walk in2 nana's , I stare at your chair , It's no longer the same wif out , Having you there , I wonder how , U r doing sumtyme's ,Away wif the angel , Your still on my mind , R u happy , Do u hav Friend's , R u being looked after , R u save , R u well , R u still lookin down , R u guidein me frew , Thiz life iz so diffrent , Wif out having u , I suppose wot i am trying 2 say , Iz that i miss i granda wif each passin day , U'll always'd b loved & kept in r our heart's , Till we meat again , Thiz tym neva 2 part Love u always & 4 evakyla & keiran xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
A Fuckin Fool
A Fuckin Fool
Why iz it alway'z haft 2 b me ?? With every fck up there iz a kyla , cud'nt it juzt mizz me 4 once , nar na it'z 2 much 2 ask ,,,, Im not the goodest ov girl'z , but am far from evil 2 , , , ,
Av got thiz fck up in my head , god 4 give me i cant shake it off , am tryin , but am dyin .. I should'nt be doin thiz 2 me sel it'z torchure , maybe torchure iz wot i need 2 punish myself for bein the cunt that i am , am selfish n itz all boot me , itz gotta stop , , ,
Im not sorry 4 any fing av dun , itz obviously dun 4 a reason , and most important I DO NOT regret any fing av dun , my doin'z hav made me the person i am , on the ova sand my doinz have got me in thiz fcked up state , so av ne 1 2 blame but myself
God Bless
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P C liddle
POLICE MAN ON THE FIDDLE
UZ "VZ" THEM
PC LIDDLE , POLICE MAN ON THE FIDDLE
SOLD ALL THE DRUGS 2 THE MAN IN THE MIDDLE
PUT HIM ON A PLANE 3 N,CLE AIRPORT
PICKED UP BY A DEALER IN A LITE BLUE ESCORT
TUK IT 2 HIZ KEN
CHOPPED IT IN 2 DEAL’Z
GOT LOCKED UP COZ THE CUSTOMER SQUEELED
( LET THIZ B A LESSON 2 AL U FCKD UP CHAVA’Z OOT THERE
YA TRUZT NE 1 N YA KEEP YA DOING’Z 2 YA SEL’Z )
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