Wednesday, 26 November 2008

Me Blandsta

Blandy,Blandy,Blandyu
U r sweet az candy
wif ya big green eyes
& ya sexi smile
u got me feelin all randy
xxxxxx
i lv u , i lv u , i do
a lv that iz honest & true
2 the day that i die
ya the apple ov my eye
nd i always wanna b wif u
xxxxxx
now dont put thiz straight in the reject
& dont tek me lv az a weekness
u dare take the piss,wen yr readin thiz
coz thiz iz a feelin real serious
xxxxxx
now 4 if sum reason u doubt me
that wot am sayin'z untrue
id rip my heart out in an instant
so you'd c 4 ya sel i lv u

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

fck the system

HOW CUMZ SUMMIT SO BAD CAN HAPPEN 2 A BABY & IT CAN GO UN NOTICED , EVEN BY THOZE BIG I AM'Z WIF THERE FANCY FCKIN LETTER'Z AFTER THERE NAME'Z , THEM WHO R EDUCATED 2 SUCH A MASSIVE DIGREE 2 NOTICE IF SUMMIT IS RONG WITH A CHILD , 4 FCK SAKE I CUD OV NOTICED WIF OUT ALL THOZE FANCY CERTIFICATEZ (WIF MY EYEZ SHUT)...
I FINK THAT EVERY SINGLE LAZT 1 OV THEM WHO HAD (EVEN THE SMALLEST)OV PART IN THE WELFARE OV BABY P , R 2 BLAME , ,,,,, 1 FING IZ 4 SURE IT'Z TRUE WOT THEY SAY ABOUT ARE SYSTEM , IT'Z FCKED UP , THERE IZ NO SYSTEM , WOT THERE IZ , IZ A BUNCH OV TOFFEE NOZE YUPEE'Z , WHO FING THEY R ABOVE THE LAW , SAT IN THERE STAFF ROOM SIPPING THERE COFFEE , OBLIVERIOUS 2 THE """"REAL """" FCKIN WORLD & WOT IZ GANIN ON IN IT , THE BEZT OV IT IZ HALF THE FCKED UP FCKA'Z HAVE NO KID'Z OV THERE OWN , , , , , ,
YOU NO WOT BOIL'Z MY PISS NOT THAT THEY TRYED 2 HYD THE IDENTITY (COZ THE MOTHER HAZ RYT'Z)WOT ABOUT BABY P'S RYT , HERE IS A BABY THAT HAS SUFFERED SO MUCH PAIN IT MAKES ME VIOLENTLY SICK TO FINK HE WOZ CRYING OUT 7 EACH DAY HIZ PAIN GOT ORSE AND HIZ CRY'Z GOT LOUDER """ YET OUR FCKIN SYSTEM FAILED HIM """ EVERY 1 OV YOU WIF YA FANCY LETTER'Z AFTER YA NAME'Z CAN <<<< SUCK MY COCK >>>> BIG STYLE , YAZ R NOT WORTH A WANK , YOU THE SYSTEM HAVE FAILED YET AGAIN BUT YET AGAIN IT WILL BE SWEPT UNDER THE CARPET AZ ALWAYZ , HOYED IN THE BACK OV A FILING CUBOARD WIF EVERY OVA FCK UP YAZ HAV EVA DUN .. BECOZ OV YR FCK UP I HOPE GOD PAYZ EVERY 1OV YAZ BACK , FOR THE SIMPLE FACT YAZ ALL INVOLVED HAD CHANCE UPON CHANCE , 2 DO SUMMIT ABOUT IT BUT INSTEAD YAZ DIDNT , I HOPE 1 DAY U ALL FEEL THE PAIN THAT , THAT BABY FELT ..... HOW YAZ SLEEP AT NYT I DO NOT NO ....
GET ON THIZ , THIZ IZ HOW FCKED UP R SYSTEM IZ , HOW MUCH DO U WANNA BET THAT WHEN THE MOTHER IZ RELEASED FROM PRISON AFTER SERVING HALF A SENTENCE NE DOUBT SHE WILL PROBABLY BE GIVIN A NEW IDENTITY I MEAN HAWAY MAN ,,, WOT THE FCK IZ THAT ALL ABOUT , THATS THE "" SYSTEM "" 4 YA , THEY SAY HUMAN RYT'Z ( WHICH WILL BRING UZ BACK 2 THE SUBJECT'Z OV WHERE WOZ BABY P'S HUMAN FCKIN RYT...)
2 PUT THE ICING ON THE CAKE THE SLUT OV A MOTGHER HAZ HAD A BABY GIRL WHILST BEIN IN CUSTODY , THE LAW SAY'Z SHE HAZ RYT'Z , THEZE RYT'Z INCLUDE THAT SHE CAN FYT 4 THE CUSTARDY OV HER DAUGHTER , WHY ??? WOT 4 ?? SO SHE CAN DO THE SAME AGAIN WELL I ,,, FCK YA SEL'Z ,,,,, FCK THE LAW & FCK THE SYSTEM ,, U COCK SUCKIN FCK UP'Z , FCK YR SELF'Z FOR GIVIN THE MONSTER RYT'Z, YAZ WANT SHOT IN THE HEAD ,,, ALL HER RYT'Z SHUD OV BEEN STRIPPED FROM HERE , SHE SHUD NEVA OV BEEN PROTECTED FROM BEIN NAME & SHAMED , SHE SHUD B PUT IN A BOX HERSLF , MONSTER IZNT EVEN THE RYT WORD 4 HER , THERE IZ NO WORD IN THE WORLD 2 DESCIBE HER OR HER ACTIONZ , AND THE SAME GOES 2 ALL THOZE WHO HAVR TRYED COVERIN IT UP OR UN NOTICED ANY OV IT DO YA C ALL YOU'S WIF YA FANCY CERTIFICATES ,, I WUDNT WIPE MY ARSE ON THEM , FCK THE SYSTEM AND ALL THOZE IN IT ...........................

""""""" GOD BLESS BABY PAUL """""""""

DOYLEM IZNT THE WORD

Wot can i say , me myself doez not beleive in takin oaf'z on my kid'z life for the simple fact i beleave hiz life iz worth more 2 me , sum ppl do it 2 b beleaved , each 2 there own , but wen u get sum 1 who duz it out ov total desperation knowin full on that they r lyin , am sorry but that 2 me iz fcked clean up in the head , then 2 say well you've got 2 beleive in it ( tryin 2 condone doin so in the 1st place ) ,,,, Wot could be more worse , well al tell ya , 2 bare face lye 2 yr blood whilst takin a oath on yr babys blood , that iz full on CORGY REGISTERED "" nipped "" .. NO BACK BONE , MANIPULATIVE , . GET A SPINE THATS WOT I SAY , HOW CAN 1 STAND THERE KNOWIN WOT THEY R DOIN BELEIVING THERE IZ NO RONG IN THERE ACTIONZ ????? IZ BEYOND ME ......Now that iz FCKED UP >>>>
Wot u have dun & r still doin iz gana pop up & bite u in the arse 1 day , Im a great beleiver in wot cumz arund goes arund & if it duznt , al b 1 st there 2 get that table turnin 2 make sure u do ,, Im glad am not lyk that , am glad its not me who haz 2 go frew my life knowin thats how low iv stooped , but at the same tym am not glad av stood & wotch ova'z do so , i pity them & there actionz , & i hope god can c frew there sin , Punish them ( az they deserve & how he see'z fit ) but teaches them a valueable lesson that they deserve ...............................

Friday, 29 August 2008

GARANDAD TOM

xXxXxX A Verse For You XxXxXx 16th Apr 2008 kyla from newcastle relation: grand daughter
I close my eye's , I still remember , Many year's ago , At a age so tender , U were alway's there , Ryt by my side
2 help me frew , U were my guide , U tote me rong , U tote me ryt , U tote me way's , 2 live my life , U offerd support , Sum friendly advice , A word ov warnin , Wot eva the price , Az life went on , And i grew older
U were alway's there 2 lend a shoulder ,
Eye 2 eye , wasnt alway's r fing , We'd argue n bicker , but u'd alway's win , I took 4 granted u'd alway's b here
i could'nt imagine u not being so near , But then it came , U were god's chozen 1 , 1 minut your here & the next u r gone , It's not in my head , It hasnt sunk in , No longer al c your face or your grin , I walk in2 nana's , I stare at your chair , It's no longer the same wif out , Having you there , I wonder how , U r doing sumtyme's ,Away wif the angel , Your still on my mind , R u happy , Do u hav Friend's , R u being looked after , R u save , R u well , R u still lookin down , R u guidein me frew , Thiz life iz so diffrent , Wif out having u , I suppose wot i am trying 2 say , Iz that i miss i granda wif each passin day , U'll always'd b loved & kept in r our heart's , Till we meat again , Thiz tym neva 2 part
Love u always & 4 eva

IN LOVIN MEMORY

In Loving Memory Of My GrandFather

If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven,
To bring you home again.
xxxxx
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye
You were gone befor i knew it
And only god know's the reason why.
xxxxx
My heart still ache's in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever no
xxxxx
You & the angels around god's happy throne
I would of held you closer if i had known
xxxxx

Tuesday, July 29, 2008
10:24:48 AM

IZ IT ALL WORTH IT

18/08/08

IZ IT ALL WORTH IT ?

Where do i start ? May be from the beginning eh ! People fck with there life'z they fck with there own mind'z & in sum case'z we fck wif other'z , with there thoughts & feeling'z there live'z ,,,,, EVERYTHING .
We all meet people for diffrent reason'z , sum becum friend'z ova'z enemy'z & the ova'z passer'z bye . Luckly 4 me av met 1 ov the mozt amazing people that i will eva meet in my life at earlier tym in my life , god sent that person 2 me 4 a reason & me 2 thiz person 4 a reason , weather it bein the same reason or another ? ( will we eva no ) . What eva reason , it'z crossed our path'z & bought alot ov love & respect'z wif it , , , , I have god 2 fank 4 thiz & i am 4 eva in your dept ( thank you god ) .
Not so long ago , i woz a big fat selfish gready bastdad & almost lozt my life 4 it be-coz ov it , be-coz ov thiz thiz person who haz become a spiecal friend 2 me walked in 2 my life , help me understand my accident , under stood me & help me frew it , he woz the only 1 ! WHY ? coz he'd been there b4 himself .. we were the only 2 the dynamic duo EH ! ... Since meetin we have had our up'z nd down'z , wot true friendship duznt , i love the very cheek ov him smootherd in sheer innocence . 2 geva we hit our old way'z bigger n better , well haway we knew the score proper drug wize n all that !!! No 1 or nothin cud put uz down ,, Or so we thought . Haway how fckin arrogant iz that . We play wif r life'z almost lozt them , have our loved 1'z suffer & wot 4 all 4 our selfish reason'z . A stinken BUZZ .
Then owt the blue on a normal day , yet again it happens again , in a blink ov a eye , 1 ov uz r at death'z door again , dancin with the devil , both uz knowing it'z gone 2 far & there'z nothing either 1 ov uz can do any fing about it , knowin the ova'z in the company do not understand the full protential ov the situation , praying 4 a miracle , beggin god 4 a 2nd chance , pleadin we've learnt our lesson wonderin why we've dun thiz 2 our self'z & ova'z again , realizing how fcked up & selfish r sad little lives r 4 repeatin our worst nytmare'z . Woz it all really worth it ? ? ?
Luckly my friend bein the person he iz , pulled him self out ov it & literally " KNOCKIN SUM SENSE IN2 HIM SEL " Stupid fing about it i didnt really no how much thiz person ment 2 me untill thiz happened , i love him he'z my friend & i do not eva wanna lose him 2 a BUZZ , , , , Who know'z that 1 key more i could ov been joinin hiz bad trip wot'z 2 say i cud'nt live frew it , my friend bein a lot younger & fitter then my sel , Me bein a old bird ( so 2 speak ) . That could ov been me , i could be puttin my blandy , my friends & family frew that , Wot if i deid who wud love my son ? WOT A FCKIN MORON I AM ...
I could go on 4 eva with my wot if'z , may be'z & all the rezt , Iv had 2 sit & watch my friend , question hiz own mind & fck him self up badly in the head , i had 2 watch him drag hiz sel from death'z door back 2 uz , the 1'z that love him 2 bit'z , iv stood & watched him torchure him self 4 me 2 realise finally once & 4 all that thiz whole BUZZ fing iz not my cup ov tea & mozt IMPORTANT ov all he 2 haz realised it'z not hiz cup eiva ,, THANK THE LORD .
Let thiz b a lesson 2 ya all . Not 1 ov uz iz indistructable , we who contnue 2 fck r self'z ova givin it the big i am , wen infact all we truelly r , r real small minded ppl , full ov selfishness . I love my friends & famiy & i do not eva wanna lose them or put them frew any fing lyk that again , am so sorry word'z can not eva express , my baby had 2 witness my stinken antick'z the 1st tym round . How dare me 2 not even consider him " HOW DARE ME " Thank you friend 4 makin me realise my error'z , thank you 4 bringin yr sel back 2 uz & thank u 4 knowin thiz iz the lazt tym , we can still get fully off we can still have a laff & we will always do it 2 geva OUR WAY , the new way , the better way , God bless you , U r a angel , A blessin , I woz blessed 2 b given a friend lyk you ....

Kyla Pattison

MARK & SARA'Z

18.08.08 mark & sara'z verse
4 kyla ...........

oh yes it'z kyla , am on the mic lad'z
How do u feel about me doin the mc ?
well listen ................

Loud nd proud & ful,l ov the bling,am a darlin cahav lass nd i dont want ne ring.
Fck miss dynamite , she not a patch on me ,Ave taxed all her bling & she'z not sed a fing.
she muzt b a ding ?
Now listen 2 me nd get the volume up n get ready n get ready 2 pump n bump , coz am ready n steady 4 uz 2 party .
Let the base line go aka n dance lyk a spaka ,
let ya sel go nd feel the beat , thiz iz no repeat .
Itz the real deal , baby fckin cum on crazy ,
Kick it high nd kick it low let yr body move wif the flow .
Beleive me lads itz my way the day , the kyla way iz here 2 stay ....